This was a super long weekend for me after the fieldcamp. I had the chance to have dinner with some of the recruits and my sergeants outside of the camp, in singapore, wearing our civilian clothes. I really like some of my recruits and some of my sergeants. They're just really very nice and understanding people. It's a pride and joy to be their leader, to have them understand your intent when you have to make certain hard decisions.
I have never felt like this before in my army life, but for once, I really felt like I'm their platoon commander. Not in name, not in rank, not in the amount of punishment I can give to them. But in the heart. If I had to lead men to a real war, I'll like to have the honour to lead some of them.
Choon-
Yes! This post is name after you, for you, and all about you. I'm just glad to see you back again!=D=D=D=D=D
Friends Forever?-
Hmm...can we be good friends again? I really miss the times we shared. Maybe it's the circumstances of life or maybe it's me who's just so dumb to screw up things all the time, but if all else fails, I would still not be able to give up this friendship. What do you really want me to do? What can I do or not do to make things alright again. I really dunno. But pls dun ignore me like this.=/
Extra Duties Awaits-
Recently there's been quite an uproar at my workplace due to certain people above me punishing many of the 0ff1c3rs for small mistakes. The week ahead seems like a stressful week for me. So many things for me to take charge of and so many opportinities to screw up and sign extra duties. I hate this kinda feeling man. I want june the 8th to come now=(
